Monday, December 8, 2014

Christmastime Blues

Pinterest has ruined me! It is official. I see all these beautiful crafts that I would LOVE to make. All these sweet little creations that these kids create. I want that! I want a Pinterest perfect Christmas? Is it even possible? Who has the time or the money to do all that work? I work 12 hour shifts. I barely have time to sleep little on decorate my TINY house to the 9's. I have 2 boys, 1 of which is Autistic. I'm a MOM and I feel like a COMPLETE FAILURE. I look at all these people who have it all together and I want to be like that. Is it too much to ask for to not have to stress over paying for Christmas gifts. I WANT a picture perfect house and children who pose for all those beautiful pictures. But, I WON'T change my kids for anything. I NEED to step away from Pinterest. All it does is depress me. Pinterest you are the DEVIL.